this feeling Bugs me again like a sprain.. it stabs me over and over again that i can no longer feel the pain..it keeps me totally awake at night and never gives me the audacity to feel Pretty.
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.. then how I wished I never had Love in my entire life

so0 messed up already

You told me there was something in you.. then the next time there was nothing.
I told you i'd understand, just leave me and never come back.
But still you show yourself bringing all the memories in your hands..
What the F is it that you want?
Within this whole messy thing that i'm into right now,
somehow i don't understand, Why do you keep on hurting me?
You don't know what its like to die everyday..
But all throughout i still don't get the fact that I'd come back to you all over and over again. 
  

The other ME

Well, I guess you might be curious about my life. so i thought I'd post this..

This guy is My other half! I do love him pero kainis sometimes..

Because this guy is MY TWIN BROTHER.

See?? he's my complete opposite and when we were still kids its kinda weird admitting that were different in Gender even though were physically identical.

But through it all, He's fine with the whole Set-up!

as of now.. were having a cold war! as in N0 TALKING!!!

BAHALA SAD SIYA OI.. MAS CUTE PA BITAO KO NIYA. haha

kill insecurities

just who the hell put you in my head??? why do you always intervene in my everyday life?

do you know what its like having you always?? i just wanna kill myself every time you're in!
because you make me feel ugly, dumb, useless 
and most of the time you make me feel that im not better leading me to compare myself to others! ugggh! 

TARAY QUEEN / ANGEL :)

They say that I'm one gorgeous Gurlie they can never approach..
can't dare to look at anyone..can't even tend to greet someone and never ever speaks to people.. 
THATS ME dao.. MEAN, RUDE, MAARTE, BITCH..in short TARAY QUEEN
they label me according to what they have seen in me saying that my personality sucks!
but the truth is.. I'm not really like that, I only put on that Image to gain respect and not to to be poked around.
I can be this very sweet, alluring person you can always go and talk to but try sassing me around and I'll kill you..
kill you with my Eyes.. haha
I'm not someone who influences bad things to my peers because i never indulge myself on vices nor go out on non sense events.. 
I can be your Mommy, your Sister your Girlfriend or even your Best Pal..
the real Jonas Dee is not seen in her Physical attributes.. you can see her wearing make-up sa C.R!
hahaha. di bitao, you can see her realness when you get to know her.


:) kisses

Past or Present

Yesterday, happiness was all over my face.. it was one pretty day for me to spend time with my guy.

But even though i find it very enjoying to be with him already knowing that my whole world was changed because of him,

 I still prefer to go for the guy who made my whole life devastated.. I still want the guy who draw tears and sadness to my face.. and I still long for the guy who ditched me in a single click. Its soo hard to admit it that way, but Yes.. thats the way it is.